Wednesday, August 12, 2009

a song i like^^

The Platters, Frank Sinatra

They asked me how I knew
My true love was true
I of course replied
"Something here inside
Cannot be denied"

They said someday you'll find
All who love are blind
When your heart's on fire
You don't realise
Smoke gets in your eyes

So I chaffed and I gaily laughed
To think they would doubt my love
Yet today, my love has flown away
I am without my love

Now laughing friends deride
Tears I cannot hide
So I smile and say
"When a lovely flame dies,
Smoke gets in your eyes."

wish you guy's like it^^

learn a song

well this week i heared a song that i every meaningfull to me but is an old song.Some people will think at my age hearing a old song is out dated.For me i did not think so cause old song i better all the song that i hear before.Well come of my friend they know who am i cause they know i love old song like smoke get's in your eyes,top of the world,words(Bee gees),even now(Barry Manilow) and alots more currently i heared a song name only you (by the platters)and lastly all i have to do is to dream(by lobo)well all my friends does not like to hear that well just leave them alone laster they know what is the best song for them.When i heared the song i think u heared it before sinces when i'm small my daddy like to sing it too.All the time i spend my time to think about this song how t0 sing it well i when to my computer and find what song is that?It took me one hour to find what song is it well i download the song too.when i'm sitting near to my computer i'll sing along to learn the song as fast as posible it took me a few hours to learn the song,The song is every meaningfull to me when i heared it.well let's see the lyrics and sing u will think about 70 to 90 when we r small.^^

Thursday, April 2, 2009

well what happen 2day!

well some happen 2day im so happy like is a different kind of day that i have!i think that is my dad tell me not to be sad any more he does not want to see me like that!I really cant stand it this few day i really think of him much often but i wanted to dream about him but i cant dream.I remember seems when im small i love me until 18 years old.When i going sit for my SPM test paper on that time it seem make me sad by that time im brain was empty!I still remember y last time i dont treat him good at all?Until now want to treat him good is too late!it will never happen to me again !How ever im always in the hospital with him.By then i really stand it.Onces im thinking of him i felt sad and i feel i want to cry at all time!well last time i remember some guys scolded memy daddy i the one to help me not my friend by then if i got problem i want to find him for sure no one will help me?well some time i think where is he is he around me now?Sometime i feel to talk to him!By then i just talk out like that for me he will hear me all the time( i know you all say im stupid)it every hard to 4get a person even more he is my closes relative.Some time i hear some old song it remember how he sing for me to hear when im small !The first song my daddy teach me a song that is(SMOKE GETS IN YOUR EYES BY THE PLATTERS)for sure some of you all did not hear it !even thought i did not talk to him at the last moment with him !By then im in my cousin house doing nothing!Why am i not in the hospital with him?well i does not get it i even did not talk to him at all seem he is in the hospital!Why all those thing happen to me=(every sad it may not 4get it 4 ever!!!!!)

some thing happen one day with my friend

well yeaterday one of my friend ask me to go out yam cha?(in my feeling say that i might be going back early ) =( At the moment i promise my friend went out.By then my mummy when out and wash her hair by then i call her to come back to my house to fatch me back to taipan by then while im waiting my grandparents gumble alot cause i when out (they say me who am i going out with a group of guy or a group of girls)well on that time i when to taipan abot 8.30P.M(for my mother is every late)later on i when to nanking to chat well then these 3 guys eating and eating non-stop.by then my mother call me i told her that i not want to go back yet.By then my mood every down i got a feeling that my mother will come and find me to go home it about 10P.M swt it still so early by then i get scolding from my mother and grandma=( when i went back i think what shall i need to do by then the more i think i did not know what am i doing and my house every noise by then i cant get peaces!it may make in trouble that my mother went over to take me!this condition is kinda the sucks alot.This time when i went out i need to have a condition please do not call me when im with friends around!

Sunday, March 29, 2009

some thing happen to me

now aday im thinking negetive things all the time i really does not know what am i doing all the time by then they ask me not to think about it but cant.for my information is the negetive thing will kills me when when im carring going onlike that i need to stop thinking like that!!!!This kinda the negetive things will make me stress,sleepy,and lazy by then i really does not know wat to do it the moment by then.